with no veil

all those things i wrote then
all true and i meant every word.
but how much more true now
what did i know then
about you about my love,
nothing much―
―and “everything” that now i know
will soon be far-eclipsed
as God allows the ins and outs of your heart to be revealed.

*i laid my pen down but now i raise it again*

how foolish of me to be content with “learning your heart!!”
how can our hearts stay in His will
when we don’t commit to learning
HIS ins and outs.
we must no longer be content
with what we know, what we have always known.
He’s bigger, greater, more complex then we’d ever know
and won’t it make a love song to Him all the more meaningful
when we actually know Him!?!?

more than blind posts on a blog.
more than poems.
more than phone calls and email.
but face-to-face with no veil.